huum… catching feelings, falling for illusions 

é assim
à procura de amor que de nada me vale
pois
não é próprio

sente, cai, levanta-se, cai, sente, levanta-se, anda, cai, rasteja…
self-sabotage? check
self-devaluation? ckeck
infernal void? check
saúde mental: decadente 
exaustão…
quem me ajuda? SNS? buff… (the government makes it a joke) 

in the end of the day: being human, existing, it’s a one of a kind experience. try to live it in the best way possible. 

[I’ll find the forms of love that I’m searching for. Or they will find me.]

{song suggestions: rebel girl - bikini kill; scream of the butterfly - acid bath; send me an angel - real life}